Last night, I closed my eyes tight and crossed my fingers, as I lie in bed last night and made a thank you speech - I thanked each and every person close to my heart specifically and I oughta feel blessed to have them, that include what I have in my life right now. Life might be a dick sometimes, getting hard for no reasons, but ultimately it makes me even stronger. Learning forgive and forget, taking a leap of faith and believing in Him :)